Jesus Is My Saviour

2011-12-13T00:37:00.001+08:00

Time sure flies fast...can still rmb being in japan last year arnd this time...hahaha sometimes I fell like going somewhere alone where everyone is new to me and I can start a new life with new frens, new environment but same God Almighty...pfft I doubt He wants me to do that...i have a mission to bring ppl to christ but it aint easy...to die to self...to totally lose urself...but Matthew 10:39 NIV says 'Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.' pfft life aint easy so many part of me wants to do this...but my life aint just abt me eh??? Irony...irony...our lives are full of irony...but I guess is too short for regrets and worries...HAVE IT YOUR WAY GOD!!!!

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2011-11-26T00:35:00.001+08:00

Time passes quickly indeed...my chinese olvl has ended and i am so confuse now...life is so difficult to live when u wanna live it ur way and nt God's way...today i wanna commit my whole life to God...wtv happens I LOVE YOU LORD!!!!!

2011-10-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

It has been a long long time since i had blogged....today i blogged cause i need a place to vent out my emotions stress anger disappointment....emotions...sadness....one of my favourtie teacher aint gonna teach us nex year...sad...good teachers are hard to come by...i can considered myself blessed to have her teach me for a year....today in class last lesson...abit dramatic eh??? Took pictures....and the one that touched me most was the goodbye....the whole class was one shouting 'THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU MRS CHUA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' wow....hahaha i guess u only can start to appreciate the good stuff when it is gonna disappear...well at least we managed to say goodbye:D GOD BLESS YOU IN YOUR LIFE:D!!!!!!!!!! Nex....a good fren....someone who is cheerful and always carry a smile is gonna retain...pfft....bad stuff happens to good ppl once in a while and it sucks...today he tried to look happy....such a sweet guy...hiyah life is just like that...it aint always sweet smooth obstacle-free...there is sure to have problems....i just hope that he will use that obstacle as a stepping stone...ALL THE BEST!!!!!!!:D i just hope i had done smth to maybe get that few marks for him to promote....lastly...my msges...they were gone....all gone...those are memories which are important...memories cannot be bought...it only can be earned by living a life worth remembering....well it could be that God is askin be not to so nostalgic and think abt the past maybe he wants me to look forward and receive the blessings with two wide welcoming arms....but i just have one request Lord....that those ppl impt to me will not leave my life...AMEN!!!

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2011-07-31T20:08:00.001+08:00

Spiritual Attack...it is as scary as it sounds...scarier when it happens to u...good and bad when it happens to u...means u are on the right track but to go pass the obstacle is a huge push...physically...emotionally...last but not least spiritually...last year I got a spiritual attack thru someone while I was doing 40 days of faith...not only did it stop me frm accomplishing wat I was suppose to do...i backslided frm God...being pissed at him on why bad things happen when I believe in him...but now I noe that I shld trust God with all my heart and lean not on my own understanding...what I understand now is I am in deep shit...but tat may nt be what God sees...it may be an opportunity for Him to show his Glory...pfft...i believe it is. FRIENDS...i think that only closer frens have conflict most because we spend more time with them and for us to a mistake is greater...a mistake when done cant be undone...mistake is our great teacher....but God is the best teacher

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2011-07-24T21:00:00.001+08:00

Lord filllllllll me i feel so so empty and so lost...pfft help me lord...this sucks ttm...argh...i wish i could do smth...anything at all

2011-07-10T10:53:00.001+08:00

OMG the last 2 weeks so many miracles happened in my life with God...looks like this is the POWER of trustin God...woooots 1st week...i saw many many visions...and God asked me to randomly sms emmanuel and wow he was emoin...such a timin by God...just last week...God fell me with his peace and i couldnt move...and couldnt breathe for a moment...GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooooooooooooots

2011-06-26T22:55:00.001+08:00

TRUSTING GOD shld be my number one prayer now...i need help trustin him...he got a plan to prosper me nt to harm me...

2011-06-10T01:51:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i just wonder how much difference my life will be when i didnt do smth...will it be for the better or for the worst...shows i have watched showed that this was the most ideal present we could ever had...and if we were to change it...things gets worse...but how bad cld my life get O Lord???? I want to believe that miracles happen...i want to believe that u were the only person i needed to live...but everythin that has happen is proving me wrg...prayers small or big arent being ans to my heart's desire...all i can do now is have faith...but i am nt sure how long this faith is gonna hold on...nt for long i guess...

2011-05-16T23:53:00.001+08:00

Hey Lord...i want to praise u during my darkest hour but it is just very hard....all i feel like doin is just be angry with u...comeon u are there arent u...my results this term suck like some shit and i really hope there is a reason for this...i studied really hard for chinese and why arent my results showin?? pfft i am tired lord...emotionally frm all the mix feelings i have ...just give me rest...

2011-05-09T23:33:00.000+08:00

Hey lord u there??? Pls ans...dun forsake me...

2011-05-02T04:44:00.001+08:00

sometimes i wonder lord...where are u???

2011-03-20T03:40:00.001+08:00

How to look forward when the past is so much btr...i just cant bring myself to believe tat now is nt even comparable to the past...Lord...i can only hope tat as each day passes...it will get btr...

2011-03-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

Lord i am now living on ur promise tat u have a btr plan for me...You would never take something away from me, without the intention of replacing it with something so much better..but idk wat could be btr than the 'thing' tat u have taken from me...pls prove me wrg for one more time...lemme be wrg Lord!!!

2011-03-13T01:05:00.002+08:00

Today idk why but i just felt really, really empty...idk...isit anger...sadness...or jealousy...it just sucks to be empty in the inside...it just feels dead...really dead...argh this sucks...God overflow me with ur presence please...i am begging u...

2011-03-07T21:48:00.002+08:00

Our church is moving out of expo...kinda sad...why must move out...i mean i still cld rmb pri3 goin to pri 4 we moved there and everyone was so excited abt the move and they were like we like to move it...hiyah time flies eh...i still rmb playin soccer there with my cellmates...haha good old times...fries...cheese fries...cell group...lovely...haha i will miss it there...surely will:D Maybe we will go back there sometime...

2011-02-10T23:26:00.002+08:00

OMG the taylor swift concert owns!!!! But how cool will it be if all those fans are christians and screamin and shouting for God eh??haha I cant wait to go another concert...faster anyone come quick...the atmosphere was so high sia...if got hillsong or planetshakers i cfm go 1!!!!Woots TS13

2011-02-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

that your pains are God's way to rouse you from slumber. Pain is your wake-up call to awaken, to look deeper into yourself, to adjust the course of your life. God tries to be as gentle as possible, and only if you ignore the call does the pain get stronger...

2011-01-20T21:55:00.003+08:00

LORD where did I go wrg??I lost a friend....WHERE LORD????

2011-01-09T21:00:00.001+08:00

I cant wait for sanctification...i really want God to speak to me thru the Holy Spirit...i got so many unanswered questions for him...i want to be filled again...i want him to overflow me with his power and presence...

2010-12-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

Today i just wanna say how great is my God!!!He is the best God u can ever get in ur whole entire life...if u feel ur life is worthless...think again. Today i just experience a miracle by God...just aft church...it isnt those miracles tat move mountains but hearts of people...moving physical objects is a small thing to God...wat abt hearts...emotions....feelings. Can ur God do that???Mine can...and alot more....let me ask u have u been save??? what if u die today??? Will u go to heaven??? Think abt it....although i lost most of my faith in God...God nv stop tryin to get it back he earned back my faith...earned....this is how great is my god

2010-11-19T12:22:00.002+08:00

Hey i havent been bloggin for quite awhile now....my emotions are just so messed up...idk wat to assume...wat to do. Is the hols and for the past 2 weeks i was going overseas well is was really fun with my relatives and family...now i have time to think abt stuff...i need to align myself my thoughts my views my ambitions....and align myself straight to God...is gonna be hard but i think i can...

2010-09-19T21:48:00.001+08:00

Well is the hols...and kinda enjoyin it bein alone with God...lol...i think i wont just use it to catch up with my studies...but most importantly God!!!I wrote part of a compo on somebody i call hero most...but just last weekend...he kinda doubted me and his tone wasnt that peaceful...and is like where was the faith he had in me??All gone...i mean seriously why doubt me sia...i am so tellin the truth...Idk sia i wish he still had the faith in me...and i really dun wanna lose it...i respect him alot....really do

2010-08-29T22:32:00.002+08:00

So...idk how maybe the holy spirit...but the holy spirit brought me back to one of the sermon that wei ern shared abt....well this is wat the holy spirit tell me we christian have a tough and difficult life filled with many obstacles...they are there so that when we cross those obstacles we can shine God's glory like stars and be like warriors for God...But is God helpin me??Idk...i wish he was...just right beside me..

2010-08-28T22:06:00.002+08:00

So...question to self is...if God is real...why is bad things still happening...Why must God allow both bad and good things to happen...Argh...tsk if only God was to come and explain...still my faith cant waiver can it???Idk...life was to be btr with God...is to be

2010-08-02T22:18:00.001+08:00

Is God real??If he is...Why the hell is this happening again and again...it sucks u noe....IT SUCKS!!!Is happening like a routine...argh...do u noe how piss i am???Lord if u are real...why is this happening....why!!!!

2010-07-13T18:44:00.001+08:00

If i lost it all, will my hands stay be lifted to the God who gives and takes away

2010-06-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just wish tat everything will go fine...tat i will feel great...but it is hard...really hard...i try my best but sometimes it just cant happen

2010-06-18T12:15:00.000+08:00

IDK why but i am just really really sad now....argh...pls no more of this feeling

2010-06-14T11:57:00.001+08:00

Lets hope wat i have done is right and i wont regret my choice...i wish i did the right choice God...for i noe u have a plan to prosper me...I noe u r there LORD!!!

2010-06-10T22:02:00.003+08:00

Smth i thought i will nv do happened...it did...just...i cant control myself...argh wat shld i do now....idk...i really have nth else to do...LORD come and save me...pls lord i need u...Help me now....

2010-06-02T13:04:00.000+08:00

Looks like nth really last 4eva...i just cant bear....my heart really really hurts.......

2010-05-28T22:18:00.002+08:00

Can we really be the same as before???Maybe this change is better...just maybe....But i noe 1 thing is for sure...it is NEVER the same...i dun feel the same way abt u.........

2010-05-17T20:45:00.004+08:00

Haha long time nv post le...have been watchin lots of movie...Iron Man 2...Last Song...watch Iron Man 2 twice too:D Haha...holidays are nearing...wooooots. This term results wasnt tat satisfying...could have been btr:( nvm....gt 2 more terms to prove myself:D Life really is so complicated...

2010-05-03T22:27:00.001+08:00

This is soooooooooooo unfair...am so confuse now...wat shld i do???Wat??!!!Argh...it really doesnt have to be this way...seriously really. I mean wth!!!WTH sias...argh damn damn sians

2010-05-02T00:59:00.002+08:00

So...is kinda late eh...haha...wow!!haha...gonna take charge tmr...WOOOOOOTS!!!LOL...hope no jokers will give me trouble...ppl like....lol...jkjk....so just talk to shawn...didnt noe we cld talk so much...haha...secrets...shhhhhhhhhhhhh. Just played chinese chess with wei yu...pwned him twice he owned me once...LOL...Good job!!!So i think i btr sleep le...needa take charge...LOL.Nites:D Sweet Dreams:)

2010-04-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

Wow...i almost forgotten but is 1 year since i was baptise!!!I wish i cld go back to tat day...there was a feelin like no other when u noe u gonna gt baptise...april 24th...a day i wont forget:D Well...it so great to noe God...noeing tat he cares for us. Helpin me thru my ups n downs...Is so great to noe this great God!!Have been failin a few test lately but i noe he will help me thru n gt good marks so that i will be able to glorify his name!!!!!!ALL PRAISE TO MY GOD FOR MYGODISAGREATGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmm...will it ever be the same again???

2010-04-22T22:54:00.002+08:00

I feel so relieve....camp steel is over!!!!!!!Wooooooooooooooooots...no more camps for the next 1 month-.- sians so many camp...seow sia!!!!!!!!!Nvm...must ren...So miss sch for 2days...i wonder how it will be like when i go back. HAHA...4 test tmr...crazy!!!!!!!So many sia...i wanna sleep liao. Tmr still got training!!!!!!!!!FU** la...aft camp training...go and ***...u dun noe how pissed i am sia... days Ncc air...waste time...ARGH!!!!!1 time no trainin also cant....hiyah....

I hope this new prob will go as fast as it came....POOF!!!

2010-04-14T21:01:00.002+08:00

Had 2.4 run today...sadly nv gt C...argh why i so slow....if only i was faster...Lord give me wings:D BTW thks Hans for runnin with me n pushin me:D This week seriously seriously suck...wth sia...1st say no trainin...now say have. WTF!!!Nt funny k??1st make us happy than sad...we were like so happy than say gt trainin...ARGH!!!!And my science i failed FAILED!!!!My ace subject just flunked FLUNKED!!!Wth...this sucks...now confirm sat cant go church liao...

Cry it all out...it will make u feel btr:D

2010-04-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!This week seriously seriously suck like shit...argh so many ***ed up things happening...argh why why why. This seriously suck...argh just hope the next few days would be btr...this is so lookin bad. Argh...God help me.......

Argh...idk why but i am just so pissed...argh...i hope all this unwanted feelings will go!!

I really hope i can reads mind...haha. Idk if u care...but i just hope u do:D

2010-04-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

So..a new week has started. Lets hope this week will be much btr than the last 1:D Lookin at the bright side of life...NO NCC THIS WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!!!!hip hip hooray!!!Hmm...wat do we soup do we have in pizza hut on friday *suans*

ok...lets look at nafa...21 points all abv C but the real obstacle RUNNING!!AHHHHHHHH!!Idk y but i suck at it...this wed i have plan to run till i faint aft it...It will be mind vs body...lets hope mind win. ARGH...must nt stop runnin. (n Beat JH!)

This whole thin is over but why do i feel so confuse...idk why but i am just so so so confuse....if only i can read ur mind...IF only....

2010-04-10T13:52:00.002+08:00

HI again everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sry again for nt postin so long...was kinda busy. So POP is done...so sad. Miss my staff...HAHA.

Now really very emo...it was very long since i felt this way...why must this happen...i hope the world will just end and be in heaven. Where there is no sorrow no sadness, only joy:D But sadly i cant eh...my job on earth aint done...so i just have to wait for God to cheer me up:D This really sucks...is not a good feelin but is smth i am use to over time...I dun wan feel this way anymore!!!!!!!!!!

Argh....why are u ignoring me????Can u at least tell me why...it feels so wrg without u....i feel tat smth is missin. If it is smth i did wrg...i am really sry...i cant be perfect. But just to tell u...i really enjoy talkin to u and u r nt distractin me frm anythin at all...pls can we go back to wat we are b4...pls

2010-03-25T21:37:00.003+08:00

Yoohoo...HI again!!!LOL...sry for nt postin for many many many many weeks. haha. So POP gonna be tmr...sad:( 1 year have past so fast...the last thin i rmb was in the parade with staff yongliang tryin nt to fall out. HAHA. Now is in the part lookin at staff toh hong doing some jokin stuff and laugh at it. This staff is the best staff ever!!!!!!!WOOOOOOOTS!!!The specs are also super super zai:):) Ken...Daniel..Jacob. Will miss u guys...........................

Good friday comin soon!!!!!!!Holiday!!!!!!!Wake up late!!!!!!!!!Best sia...gt event organise by church somemore!!!Is gonna be super duper fun!!!Yipee...who wanna come??I have 2 events, 1 on friday 1 on sat...pls come!!!!!

byes!!!

2010-03-08T08:37:00.002+08:00

Hi!!!!Sry for not posting for a nong nong time. Just to tell u that i still havent given up on blogging...so holidays are in a few days time. Soooooooooo excited!!!!Time files eh...so fast holidays liao. This term was kinda good....got great results

English: A2-70[YES!!!!!!Finally an A]
Maths: A1-75[ Can do btr 1:(:(]
Science: A1-81[Oh YEAH!!!]
History: A2-74 [ 1 mark to A1, soooooo close:( ]
Chinese: B3-66[Pwned Daniel!!!!!!!!]

This coming saturday is cluster outing. wooooots. Go chalet!!!BBQ!!!Sleepover!!!NO SCHOOL!!!!!!!LOL. Byes:)

2010-02-14T22:12:00.003+08:00

Yes!!!Exams r over n cny is here.Woooooots. Happy CNY and valentine's day to all. Hope u will have fun this holiday.

Just finish yet another exhausting day!!!Earned some $$$.LOL.Tmr going be a long day and fun. haha.

2010-02-07T20:22:00.002+08:00

Hi!!!My tagbox like so dead like tat...can tag nt??PLS.Thks.

CNY coming up..but i still dun feel the festive atmosphere. All cause of exams...nest 4 days are exam and tmr is the 'china' exam. But aft all this can celebrate cny in peace. Exam faster finish leh...so slow!!!

Today went church as usual...sad cant go out lunch with them..gtg home mug chinese.ARGH!!!Nvm...gt nex nex week.haha.

Time flies...cny is here again!!Wooooooooots

2010-01-27T00:04:00.002+08:00

Time really flies...so fast and 14 years old liao. Thank you lord for blessing me all these years:) This 14 years and i met so many good friends...btr enjoy while we can as time is flying faster than the speed of light...

2010-01-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hi!!!Sry for not posting so long liao...just to let u all noe i havent give up blogging.

Today went church...was as interesting as ever.Today had a guest speaker from phuket...talk abt the miracles god has done in his life and phuket. Quite cool. Then had congre...received birthday pressie from jon n asher and shalom n praise. Thanks alot:):)

Went to my parent's cell retreat...was quite boring. Luckily in the end started to get interesting. Played with fire.LOL. This outing still wasnt as fun as the outing organise by roderick and gang:)

2010-01-17T22:31:00.003+08:00

Hi...sry for nt posting so long le. Today was wei ern bday...Happy Birthday Wei Ern!!!This thurs will be bp's birthday.2 leaders bday within 5days..cool eh.LOL.Rush with rod and wei yu to tampines mall to buy 2 cakes...kinda rush.But as long as they enjoy it i am OK!!SO went lunch with rod and stephen and wen yao...didnt spent much time...but next week can le cause no need go home!!So will spent more time next week!!!

This week some test are coming up...maths and el compo:(:( I still wan my holidays sia!!!Lord save me:)Cant wait for this fri..going train for computer games.Skip lesson to play com.LOL

Erm...any1 of u wan come church this sunday pls tell me:):)

2010-01-05T20:54:00.004+08:00

School started and it sucks!!Lesson so fast start sia...tmr gt presentation!!SIAN!!

Ytd went to pizza hut with jireh,alwin,thaddus and roderick.So long nv go liao!!The lunch was good...

Today heard from winnie the pooh that gt exam on 6th week...i was like @#%*^#.So fast gt exam...wat the **** r they thinking!!!

School sucks...i want my holidays!!!

2010-01-01T13:36:00.002+08:00

Hi every1!!!Sch going start liao...SIAN!!Just went to cut my beautiful hair n now it sucks!!Stupid rules...

Last year went to countdown!!5...4...3...2...1 2010!!LOL.Church countdown damn nice!!So fun...damn sian now.Tmr gt tuition!WTH sia...Cant wait for sunday church...but can wait for monday.No need sch!!Ncc also starting:(:(So sad now...Lord help us...

Just had an ipod nano blue in colour on sunday..so happy!!!Now i feel like eating yummi yogurt...

2009-12-21T19:15:00.002+08:00

OK...i am feeling better now but still sick!!Shall blog on wat happen on the 1st day!!

I had a ride by my mum's friend to the campsite.Reached there quite early!!They were showing the transformers movie.So sian.Watch B4 liao!!So waited until the whole gang came from MRT.Then Bp arrived shortly aft as he had backpain.So bad until can't wake up sia.Thank God he is healed now!!Then we had lunch..so early sia!!Didnt quite eat!!Started with the 1st activity..combined with another girl's grp!!The 1st activity sucks!!The gamemaster dont noe how explain sia!!No patience!!I tink i can do better.LOL.The 2nd activity was when we had to cross the road(jaywalk) by only stepping on the plastic plates!!We won!!!Oh yeah!!Go Autobots!!LOL.The 3rd activity was diff.Carried some metals poles and ppl must cross it.Only 1 girl manage to cross,the other girl was so close but she fell.NVM.Gd job anwayz.Rod was a failure n wen yao was like so rush sia!!

Then aft that was lessons!!The lesson was so cool!!They use part of the transformer movie to teach!!I was so amazed they could do such a thing.Goood job!!

At night we watch 17 again.I nv watch b4 cause that time jireh and i had some miscommunication, so i missed it!!The show was interesting but didnt manage to finish it...maybe left 5-10mins.Pastor Roland taught thru the movie.And we went back bunk.The beds seriously suck sia!!Slept on top of stephen!!That is all for that day...

2009-12-20T19:46:00.003+08:00

Came back from Transformers camp today.It was sure a great experience, as the holy spirit touched me!!Now, i am really sick!Having a cough and flu!!!Sian...will blog more abt the camp when i get better.I think i will take medicine and sleep till tmr!!!Bye!!!

2009-12-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

HI!!!Just finish watching a taiwan show called hotshot from youtube. Finish the whole series...The ending sucks as usual all shows have a sucky ending. But overall the shows rocks!!

Tmr going Transformers camp.OH YEAH!!!!!Finally,so long liao...and the day has finally arrived.LOL.But going to miss my lappy and my favourite bed:(...19th of dec there is like some games hope u guys can make it...If u want come can sms me!!That is all for the day....

2009-12-16T11:53:00.002+08:00

Hi!!!Finally i haved finish my homework.YES!!To those who havent started....Good luck.

Last week went to watch New Moon with jon,roderick n benjamin. The show wasnt that bad but neither was it that nice.2012 is still way better than this.Had ice cream for lunch.Sushi for teabreak.This was to help jon lose fat.LOL.Went to the balcony afterwards to slack,look into the skies.....

Went to Sunway Lagoon with my family.Kinda boring except shopping.Went there so many times liao.The rides wasnt that exciting as it use to be or maybe cause the rides in USA disney was 10x better.The things there were cheaper so was able to buy some christmas present for myself...Also went to watch Storm Warriors with my family.It was in Cantonese..I cant understand.Lucky go subtitles.My father was like so happy saying finally gt cantonese show...I was like WTF.

Transformer camp is coming soon.So happy!!Only if the beds were better.....

2009-12-04T22:38:00.004+08:00

HI there...Sry for nt posting so long liao.

On wednesday went ice-skating, manage to skate or so. Though some say is nt but who cares, at least i can move fast lor.At least i nv break the ice like...Sad my class dont want go, some dont even noe how cycle sia.Epic fail....Didnt noe need bring long socks so gt some blisters on my leg. then went Arcade. Beat Teddy in Air hockey.Oh yeah!!!

On thursday went vivo to watch 2012. Alot ppl watch liao so only abit havent watch...went with jon, praise and her friends. Went Ljs and cant even finish my fish, wasted $7...if only Alwin was there...it will be in his mouth within seconds.LOL.2012 was super nice.The world is ending...Sad...The graphics was damn cool.Gd work!!This month so many nice movie to watch...I want watch all...The next movie,New Moon, will be with the bunnies.

2009-11-27T22:54:00.002+08:00

My aunt just gave birth to twins this morning!!1 boy,1 girl.Sadly they were born prematurely...But healthy.All organs fully formed.Thank God!!!They are in ICU now!Because of them I may be going france...They are mix blooded.My aunt married to a french!!!Cool sia...Their eyes will be damn cute.Blonde hair!!LOL!!But if airtickets too ex..nt going liao!!Must Pray!!Suppose next year go 1!!But thanks to my cousin maybe this year can go!!Thanks Matthiew and M.....(cant remember)!!

2009-11-23T01:43:00.003+08:00

Is so late liao...and i am still posting.LOL.Looks like i love to sleep late.This week has been quite a good week.Almost finish my hw,met new friends and Ncc Air is no more for this year...Finally.Trying real hard to finish my hw so i can go out with my friends on tuesday and wednesday without my mum nagging abt me.Tuesday going cyberwellness...heard CS had change alot,graphics are better.Cant wait to try it.Wed going ice skate for the 1st time and watching 2012!!Hope i wont embarrass myself.LOL....Anyone free on 19th of dec.There is an event organised by my church.Hope u guys can go.Nt sure wat to do next....be a nerd and do my hw like jh....or just litsen music till i am tired.What is the voice of truth telling me to do.....if only it was clearer..........

2009-11-19T00:47:00.002+08:00

LOL.Posting at such an odd time.I am super angry now!!Cause of many many stuff happening in my life.Sian.Really cant find the rest i am looking for this holiday.I feel so empty inside me...Sooooooooo empty.Something is missing.Is it god's love??Nt sure.Maybe is just me.I think i should be more grateful for what i have.Maybe i should cheer up.But not now.Now is not the time.Going to emo till my next post.The next post i promise it will be a cheerful 1.

2009-11-16T22:02:00.002+08:00

Holidays are suppose to be fun. But mine kinda sucks. Homework the whole day until I sian abt my psp liao.Really super sian!!I not sure what to do sia.So many homework sia.Really want to have some fun. God pls help me!!

2009-11-13T17:22:00.002+08:00

Today had the Ncc training.Slept late last night so i thought i will be very tired in the morning but was not.Prayers do come through.

Training quite slack though.Had PDS.Unfortunately, I kept falling out.If this was normal training i will totally be able to handle.Sian!!If not this will be an enjoyable training.Actually no training, then Sir Goh. Say must have. WTF!!!I thought Sir Goh very Kind.Didnt noe he is like all other teacher officers.Was super hungry after training.Maybe was because i didnt really eat breakfast that is why i kept fall out.3 more trainings to go.Went home slept for 2 hours.Havent done any hw.Maybe nt doing today.Cant wait for the Outing on sunday.

Btw becareful today cause it is......Friday the 13th.Good luck.

2009-11-11T16:28:00.003+08:00

Just when i thought that this holiday cant get any worse. It just did!!! There is Ncc Air training this week for 4 hrs 4 days. Wth. I feel like cursing and swearing in every language. They say no training then suddenly have. I don't feel like going. Sian. Let's hope this sunday's outing will cheer me up. (Going to EMO like jh now!!)

2009-11-11T11:57:00.002+08:00

This is the worst holiday ever. So many homework. So sian!!! How can this holiday get any worse. Lucky i need not go back school. That is the only good part in this !@#$% holiday. Holiday work that i detest most is the F**ked up chinese newspaper cuting. That seriously sucks.

Yester day went to danielle house with roderick, teddy and another daryl. Went there to do some final preparation for this upcoming outing. Do until 10.45p.m. That was too late. Ate dinner at 9.30 and couldnt even eat half of my noodles. Not sure what is happening to me. That sunday ate gutinous rice for breakfast and got an upset stomach. Maybe i should go see a doctor.

The only thing i am looking forward to is this coming sunday's outing. Cant wait for it. It will sure be lots of fun!!Hope whoever is looking is having a better holiday than me.

2009-11-04T23:34:00.002+08:00

Hiyah!!Holiday r suppose to be happy.But i am not.PPL r ignoring me. Jireh and jh all ignore me.Why??My guess cause i own jireh in wolfteam and he call me bully.LOL.Jh....erm..my guess is i too handsome.LOL.jk.Maybe cause i never go outing LOL.They really get angry easily.

Have not been watching Bleach for a long time. Maybe watching bleach instead of playing wt at night.Cant wait to see wat's new in Bleach.LOL

2009-11-02T22:57:00.003+08:00

Hooray!!Holidays are here!!This is the first end of year holiday that i got hw.Sian!The teachers cant even let us off this 2 months.

Today went back school to do some cleaning up. But in the end,never because of rain.So wasted 2 hours of my precious time.Came home slept from 5 to 8.Not sure why this few days sleep so long.lol

2009-10-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

Yes!!Holidays are coming.I have been waiting for it since i step into Catholic High.So long but finally is going to be holidays.No CCA anymore untill next year!!Yes!

This week my english teacher actually started on Sec 2 english.WTH.So early.Too early.There will also be homework for this holiday.I never ever get homework on november and december holidays.Never.Lets hope is a little bit of homework.

Yesterday, Chinese class watch a show called 'secret'(i think).It was so nice. So interesting!!I want to watch it again!!

2009-10-22T21:49:00.003+08:00

Got back my english results and it sucks!!Lowest in the class.What the hell sia!!So low!Worked very hard for english give mr this kind of crap marks.Live is nt fair!!PPL like jh no need study can get A2.I study so hard get B4.Sian!!So what if my others subject very good!!English fail nothing else can help you!!Shit la!!Not even sure if my PSLE really get A* for english or calculation error!!Still get suan by so many heartless ppl like jh n daniel!!!Worst subject ever, worst paper ever!!!Hope you all r not in this kind of ^%$#@! situation!!Next year must work hard get at least an A2!!!!

2009-10-21T22:05:00.003+08:00

HI!!Got back most of my results except english.I am nt sure if i am suppose to be happy or not.
These are the results:

Maths-A1
History-A1
Chinese-B4
Science-A1

Almost fail my chinese.Chinese spoils my results.Shit sia!!!Work so hard give me this kind of results.Sian!!!!My languages seriously sucks.Why???Today stupid marker suan me, sian so sad already make me worse.1 question mark wrong.Minus 2 marks.In the end fail main paper!!!Sian!!

Today went to J8 and met some1 I had nt seen for years!!!Gabriel from fcbc(used to).Nt sure which church he goes to now and why.Saw him today was nt sure if it was him.Hesitate then decide to call 'Gabriel'.Try my luck.LOL.Really him.He change alot.Say hi to me.Nt sure if he even recognise me.LOL

2009-10-18T21:06:00.002+08:00

Oh rite!!!This time the ncc air training was very nice nt so tough not so slack.

Today went to church n learnt that pride is an ultimate sin.LOL.Went to bk n eat.Jeremy couldnt finish his whooper and it was sooo disgusting.Trained home.Played wt won Jonathan Gohin deathmatch.hahaha.Tmr no school.Thinking of wat to do.Just woke up from a 2 hours nap n planning to sleep at 2.Bye!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-15T16:05:00.002+08:00

Sry for not posting.Exams Have finished fro a very long time ago.And now is the post exams activity. Today activities suck!! lets hope it improved!!

2009-10-08T16:05:00.003+08:00

4 exams have finished!So happy.Half of the battle is fought.Half more to go!!

Today science was like... i tink i would not be able to get A1 liao.First term science cannot get A1.Sian!!!Chinese compo was like shit.Not sure if the teacher will find it interesting.Only thing now is pray to God.

2009-10-01T20:22:00.002+08:00

Hi!!Today is Children Day!For once in 13 years i am not celebrating and starting to hate children's day.Today went to KFC, so crowded.Almost all are children.J8 was also filled with Children.Took very long to get a sit.Sian!!

Now, i am feeling the stress for the EOY.Trying to revise as much as possible for the exams!!Gd luck to all for EOY!!!

2009-09-30T20:24:00.002+08:00

Felt a slight tremor 2 hrs ago,that tremor was really the worst i have ever felt. Now, my head is really aching.So pain!!!

Today gt the results for homecoming day. We won the most profitable class for secondary 1.We also won the best class in the entire school.Didn't expect the 2nd prize.LOL.We really had worked hard for that homecoming.

2009-09-29T17:32:00.001+08:00

Today gt chinese culture exam and science practical.I think i fail the practical.At first correct answer but I go change.No!!!!!!Why?Why did I change.10% gone down he drain.:(Must do well for main paper to cover up for my stupid mistakes.Damn it!!!!!

2009-09-28T16:21:00.004+08:00

Today,made adrink fo mrs ding.Dont belive she say nt bad.It sucks especially with celery.Celery sucks!!!

Went to Mcs.Table too crowded.Had to move.Sat with bk cws and teddy.Joke abt this n that.LOL.

Tmr gt acc exam and science practical.Sian!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-26T10:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,Ncc Air training was the worst!!!!We did over 2 hundred pumping.Over!!!!Now my body is aching all over.We did so much cause the part C(sec 2)'s UDI took us.He was super fierce.Staff Toh Hong is soooooooooooooooo much better..This really taught the whole part how to appreciate him.

EOY coming must study very hard!!!!

2009-09-24T16:34:00.003+08:00

Today went to the cofeeshop and ate prawn noodle!Not bad just that it was too oily!Shoot ice at friends and accidentally shoot a passer-by.The passer-by was totally pissed off.Came to me ask for my school and said she was also a principal!(hope not)Said sorry and caught her staring at my name tag(Shit!!)In the end she said do not do it again.Gave me a huge fright!!Hope that this will not happen again!!!

2009-09-23T17:43:00.003+08:00

Today went to pizza hut again, drank the tomato soup again!However, something was different.The service was bad,in fact it sucks!It took 1/2 hour to serve a drink,when we ask for top up must ask 3 times!Wat the ......Something in the end paid back all their evil doings.Ben sim and timo stand up and their chairs hit the banner!It falled.Ben sim tried to put it back in balance and 1 waiteress came put it back and it falled!This time it hit a table,the glass cup broke into pieces and Gordan was laughing like no one business!!!!!Serve you right pizza hut!!

2009-09-20T19:13:00.002+08:00

Hi!!Friday training was a surprise!!There was no pumping during drills!!Really a miracle that was from God!!

Saturday was my mum bday.Went to mushroom pot to celebrate,it sucks!Seriously!!

Today paradise band came!They rock!Their songs were nice!!Hope they will come again!!!!!!

2009-09-17T17:39:00.003+08:00

Today is thur,that means tmr is friday:(.CCA day!So sad,tmr gt the crap cca!Wish i was not in that cca!

Today went out for lunch with so many ppl!Went to the coffeeshop!Alwin ate a $3 noodle and $2.50 carrot cake.While Ben Sim ate 2 dishes.Nt sure the first 1 but total cost is $6!Beat the loser Alwin!Aft that went to J8.Gordan bought Alwin Takoyoki Balls!GT 1 from Alwin.Came home,saw my bro crying(dont want go swimming).LOL!!!!

Pls Tag on the Chatbox! Thks!!!

2009-09-16T18:41:00.002+08:00

Today was an interesting day!!There is haircheck finally!!Passed it with flying colours unlike vance!Run away from teacher acting like a terrorist n gt caught!

During chinese period daniel Chan threw my chinese book n tore the plastic cover!He said he did it cause i curse him n God!I did not!!But since daniel say so,I am so sorry!

Went to pizza Hut today against ,my will!Tmr will be market!!I dont care!!Everytime eat this kind of food until sian!Went there n found out how much a spoilt brat is Ryan!

Lets hope tmr will be a better day with no fight!

I am sorry Daniel!

2009-09-15T18:40:00.002+08:00

Finally.Blogger has healed it self!!Can post properly now!Just gt punished for going to the locker without permission.sian!Saboed by sean wong!Thks a lot!Stay back to do homework with hans, darren, daniel chan and fat pig!Decided to go off without teacher's permission as she was in a meeting!

Today still didnt had haircheck mayb tmr!If i get caught tmr hans confirm get caught!Gd luck to myself although my hair nt long but they sooooooo strict.Sian!Today during science period had fun disturbing Mr Tay!Mr lee as funny as ever!ZZ scolded me!That is all for today!!

2009-09-14T17:22:00.001+08:00

Today was first day of sch!Nt as bad as i thought it was!Today was quite a slack day!Maybe because no history!History sucks!1st lesson carpediem test.2nd lesson ZZ come in go thru 2 chapters then ask us rite xi zi!After recess was homeecons.1 period only so had the other as slack period!Engish went thru some passage!

After sch went for mcdonalds,coudnt eat much gave half of my burger to Alwin.Threw some ICE into jireh's shirt!He tried to take revenge but was too slow!Aft that went to precious thots buy my mum a birthday card which cause 8+.Damn Ex!!Once in a while can!Everytime like this cannot!Today queit time at 9.30pm.Cant forget!

Hope tmr dont fail haircheck!My mother say my hair is short so if they fail me they die!!

2009-09-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

Time is flying sooo fast!A second ago i was in mshs getting my PSLE results!I just which time will slow down...

Quiet time-the only way u can stay a fresh with God!This was what i learnt in church today. This sermon was quite meaningful!

School is starting tmr!Have not really enjoyed my holidays to the fullest!just which i had more time.Not sure if I can adjust to schooling!!But studying is our job so might as well give it my best!!!

2009-09-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hi!!Sry for not posting for so long.Too busy!!Now is holidays but those evil teachers just had to make our lives miserable with homework.SIAN!!

Just went to the C-130 flight experience.Quite cool.Didn't expect to fly on the plane.Also had a chinese oral this week!!!Can you believe it!Guess not.Having exams during a holiday!I have no idea what r inside those teachers mind nowadays.

This holiday got back my PSP and got my long a waited game Dissidia!OH YEAH!I am so happy!That game totally own all other games!!Totally pwned them!Nice 1 Square Enix!Great Job

Final year exams coming up. Must work hard to get all A1 n beat Nerdy JH,Lagger Alwin and Nooby Daniel!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-30T20:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was flag day. It was very difficult to sell the flag.Sian!!But i was very surprise by the first person to donate.It was a man not wearing any shirt pushing a cart filled with cardboard.He was so poor still he donate.OMG!Some ppl who r richer also never donate!Hiyah!!

Tmr going back to MSHS!!So excited to see my teacher and my primary sch classmates again!!Cant wait to go back!!!

2009-08-24T21:02:00.000+08:00

Hi!! This week is so exciting!!Just went out with my primary school classmates.They sure didn't change much.LOL.Went to buy teachers day present.After that went to my hse play soccer.Yi Chang skills confirm got 'improve'.He as monkey,cant even catch tha ball.haha.

This saturday i goin to have flag day in the afternoon.In case u do not know what is flag day.It is to collect money for your own needs.Just kidding:).It is actually to ask ppl for donations for the poor and needy.So if u r free u can surpport me. I will be somewhere near dobyghaut MRT station.U dont have to donate alot.Just abit will do.Bye Bye!!

2009-08-22T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hi, just when to watch Shengming no take 2. It was quite interesting!! However i was so tired there...

Tmr got church,but my parents not going.Sian have to go church myself....

2009-08-20T14:59:00.000+08:00

HI!!Alwin just came back from his 1 week 'holiday' and forgetted all his manners.Kept disturbing him today and yesterday.SO fun!!!Kept making fun of him.LOL.

If u would 1 someone to die who would it be??Mine is the FAT ASS Brandon chen.Stupid assh***.Say i no father no mother,say my soccer skills suck.He cant even hold the ball for 10 seconds.Stupid F******.Hope he die now !!!!!!!!!!!!I never hated anyone so badly in my entire life!!I will not be surprise if I fight with him sooner or later.Now trying my bast to control my anger...

2009-08-10T19:45:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday Singapore!!!I hope all of u have a great national day.I am writing to ask all of u guys a simple question "Do u love Singapore".When I say love i mean,will u die for this nation,groom it to become a better place.Or will u leave this country when u grow up for further education n never come back....

2009-07-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

Hi,long time never post already.Too busy.To day just had my el compre.Couldn't say is quite easy or hard.

Exam coming already.So fast.The last time I remembered was playing my PSP.Time really flies...

2009-07-17T23:25:00.002+08:00

Getting sick sucks!!!Why is it such a coinsidence that when i get sick there is a huge virus in singapore or it gets in the way of something I want to do most.

I just got sick from some virus and ,thank God, healed.When I was sick in pri 1 there is a virus called sars,now H1N1.pri 6 when i was sick,I was suppose to take part in a relay event which will be the last sports day i was going to have in MSHS Pri...and i got sick.This time Iwas suppose to watch harry potter TODAY!!!And I was SICK!!!!!Arggh.I hate getting sick.

Just to tell u that I was sent home by sch on wed because of fever.And i just found out that my classmate that was sent home together(not at the same time) got H1N1.What the....I am not even sure if i have H1N1.

2009-07-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

Physics really sucks.It sucks to the core.It is so so boring and ridiculous.Physics is actually maths.Can't we have maths instead of physics.I hate physics!!It is a waste of time just teach us chem and bio.They rocks.I will not be surprise if I fail Physics.

This week I am fasting from TV on mon,wed,fri.It is so difficult to fast.Everytime I always forgot that I am fasting.Arrgh!!!I try really hard to resist the temptation but it is super difficult.Lord Help Me!!!

2009-07-12T20:28:00.002+08:00

Long time no post liao!This weekend was quite a slack 1.No homework!!!Cant believe it rite!Teachers abit seow 1,I week give so mannnnyyyyyyyy homework next week give none.

This week I was sick so stayed at home for 1 day.So happy.Can sleep sleep sleep!!Still no ncc air.So happy!!The truth is i dont like ncc air!So tiring:(Whole day pump,run,drills,get scolded.So sian!(although they joke abit)But wat i like abt ncc air is The Friends.Last friday went to science center,saw julian and his amazing experiment and some other cooler experiments.

This week going to fast from TV on mon,wed and friday.I wanted to fast from nap.But that will be a huge struggle for me!I also may accidentally sleep.For example,doing hw then fall asleep unknowingly!

God Bless,
Daryl

2009-07-03T16:07:00.002+08:00

Today was the last school day for the week.Finally,I can rest!!!!Next week is youth day so it will be a holiday!Hooray!!Sadly no homecoming or it this weekend will be more enjoyable.Still dont noe wat to for this long weekend.

Today went to J8,and eat pasta mania.This time ordered kids meal.althogh is lesser best it is fulling.After that,Benjamin wanted to ditch Vance,but sadly ryan run too slow.So we had no choice as the saying goes 'sacrifices have to be made'.So we sacrifice ryan and ditch them.I, Ben and thaddus tried to make them catch us when sheng yen joined us we almost got caught and we were split.ben n me,sheng yen and ted.We ran into them again and ben got caught while i escaped n ran joined ted and sy.Suddenly ben ran to us say they take his water bottle as hostage.Hahahaha!Super alme siah, use water bottle as hostage.

1st Day of School

2009-06-29T14:44:00.003+08:00

Today was the 1st day of sch and it went out quite well.Did the usual routines,met some new teachers.Just found out that today got the esplanade concert.I have no choice but to go.It will last till 10.So late!!

2009-06-27T13:09:00.002+08:00

Holiday is coming to an end!!:( School is going to start. I hope all of u have rested enough during the holidays. Those who says that this holiday is not even a holiday,May u find rest in God. A new semester is going to start! With new teachers,new subjects and of course new knowledge. But now because of H1N1,there will be no morning assembly and hopefully CCA! Let's not be sad that the holiday si going to end,but look forward to the next 1!!

2009-06-21T21:01:00.001+08:00

Hooray there is another outing with my cell brothers play lan on tuesday and on thursday lan and movie.What a great way to end the holidays.

2009-06-18T16:07:00.002+08:00

.....The media.They talked abt the internet,music and games.Saying that they can influence our lives.

Next,we had lunch then our mass games.I played soccer with Ken and some of my cell brothers.Although we lose 1 or 2 of our games, we had lots of fun.Ken almost score like 2 goals but still miss.

Next,we had a play on 1 of the story in the bible.It was super funny.Luagh till my tummy ache.Didn't know that the bible would be so interesting.

The next day, we had a lesson about BGR and that we must guard our heart,don't give it away easily.We also had a lesson that taught us that it is not easy being pure.We found out by being thrown black water bomb making our cape at the back black.However,when we put our cape into bleach it turned white!The bleach represents Jesus blood that clenses our sin.It is so great to have a forgiving God.

This I.D.O.L camp is the BEST camp ever!!!!!

2009-06-16T13:47:00.002+08:00

We were blindfold and needed to get to the other side without touching any strings.How were we suppose to go?We had to hear the correct voice.However,there were alot of voices.Luckily,I was able to get to the other side and got a grape.Lesson learnt:Listen to God and you would have a sweet reward.

After that, we watched a movie called 'camp rock'.The show was interesting but it was so late!!12+am.So tired.Than still needed to eat supper.Sadly, I was too tired to eat any.Went to bed and slept immediately.An idiot, by the nane of Daniel,at 5.30 am purposely woke me up.I woke up,didn't know what was happening and went back to sleep.The morning was so cold that I decided to cover myself with the blanket provide.Sadly,Daniel went to cover himself with it!!!!Lesson learnt:NEVER sleep beside daniel again.

Next morning,had breakfast which was nasi lemak.Quite nice,but quite oily.Than continued with the next activity.Climbing the great wall.That great wall was about 4 metres high.So difficult to go up.Someone suggested to pray than 'miraculously' a ladder appear.Sadly the ladder only allowed 2 people to go up.So someone had an idea to climb on my leader,Bipeng.Soon,everyone could climb up.Lesson learnt:Find your strenght in God.

Next activity,we were blindfolded again.But this time they ask us to sit down under the hot sun.Then move us to area,at the same time ask us if we wanted to take of our blindfold.This sequence happen again and again.Finally,this activity ended.But we were still not allowed to take of our blindfold.We sat down under a shelter litsen to music and was feeded cold water and crackers.Took out our blindfold and was told what actually happened in this activity.Those who decided to take out their blindfold had to do some PT(physical torture)by Ken pan(Roderick Brother).Lesson learnt:Be faithful and perservere as you wait in God's timing.

Next,we had a lesson about....(To Be Continued)

2009-06-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hi,long time no post!You know why?That was because I was busy with kayaking and church camp.Lets start with kayaking.

To me, kayaking honestly sucks.That was because the kayak too small for my legs and sooooo many dead fish in the sea.If I had a choice,I would not go for kayaking ever again.Worst,Because of kayaking I was late for my church camp.Argh!!!!!

Went I reached the campsite for my church camp I was 5 hours late and i missed 1 lesson.When I reached the campsite, they were having having games so I joined in.I played soccer for a while then went to the bunks.The bunks suck.No bed sheet,no pilow sheet and no aircon.The sheets must put on ourselves.The girls side got aircon but we don't have.Daniel and Jeremy was so pissed off that they wanted to protest.2nd lesson that was done at night,we were being blindfold.....(To Be Continued)