? Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Time sure flies fast...can still rmb being in japan last year arnd this time...hahaha sometimes I fell like going somewhere alone where everyone is new to me and I can start a new life with new frens, new environment but same God Almighty...pfft I doubt He wants me to do that...i have a mission to bring ppl to christ but it aint easy...to die to self...to totally lose urself...but Matthew 10:39 NIV says 'Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.' pfft life aint easy so many part of me wants to do this...but my life aint just abt me eh??? Irony...irony...our lives are full of irony...but I guess is too short for regrets and worries...HAVE IT YOUR WAY GOD!!!!Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4
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? Saturday, November 26, 2011
Time passes quickly indeed...my chinese olvl has ended and i am so confuse now...life is so difficult to live when u wanna live it ur way and nt God's way...today i wanna commit my whole life to God...wtv happens I LOVE YOU LORD!!!!!
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? Friday, October 28, 2011
It has been a long long time since i had blogged....today i blogged cause i need a place to vent out my emotions stress anger disappointment....emotions...sadness....one of my favourtie teacher aint gonna teach us nex year...sad...good teachers are hard to come by...i can considered myself blessed to have her teach me for a year....today in class last lesson...abit dramatic eh??? Took pictures....and the one that touched me most was the goodbye....the whole class was one shouting 'THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU MRS CHUA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' wow....hahaha i guess u only can start to appreciate the good stuff when it is gonna disappear...well at least we managed to say goodbye:D GOD BLESS YOU IN YOUR LIFE:D!!!!!!!!!! Nex....a good fren....someone who is cheerful and always carry a smile is gonna retain...pfft....bad stuff happens to good ppl once in a while and it sucks...today he tried to look happy....such a sweet guy...hiyah life is just like that...it aint always sweet smooth obstacle-free...there is sure to have problems....i just hope that he will use that obstacle as a stepping stone...ALL THE BEST!!!!!!!:D i just hope i had done smth to maybe get that few marks for him to promote....lastly...my msges...they were gone....all gone...those are memories which are important...memories cannot be bought...it only can be earned by living a life worth remembering....well it could be that God is askin be not to so nostalgic and think abt the past maybe he wants me to look forward and receive the blessings with two wide welcoming arms....but i just have one request Lord....that those ppl impt to me will not leave my life...AMEN!!!
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? Sunday, July 31, 2011
Spiritual Attack...it is as scary as it sounds...scarier when it happens to u...good and bad when it happens to u...means u are on the right track but to go pass the obstacle is a huge push...physically...emotionally...last but not least spiritually...last year I got a spiritual attack thru someone while I was doing 40 days of faith...not only did it stop me frm accomplishing wat I was suppose to do...i backslided frm God...being pissed at him on why bad things happen when I believe in him...but now I noe that I shld trust God with all my heart and lean not on my own understanding...what I understand now is I am in deep shit...but tat may nt be what God sees...it may be an opportunity for Him to show his Glory...pfft...i believe it is. FRIENDS...i think that only closer frens have conflict most because we spend more time with them and for us to a mistake is greater...a mistake when done cant be undone...mistake is our great teacher....but God is the best teacherPublished with Blogger-droid v1.7.4
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? Sunday, July 24, 2011
Lord filllllllll me i feel so so empty and so lost...pfft help me lord...this sucks ttm...argh...i wish i could do smth...anything at all
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? Sunday, July 10, 2011
OMG the last 2 weeks so many miracles happened in my life with God...looks like this is the POWER of trustin God...woooots 1st week...i saw many many visions...and God asked me to randomly sms emmanuel and wow he was emoin...such a timin by God...just last week...God fell me with his peace and i couldnt move...and couldnt breathe for a moment...GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooooooooooooots
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? Sunday, June 26, 2011
TRUSTING GOD shld be my number one prayer now...i need help trustin him...he got a plan to prosper me nt to harm me...
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